Hii guys I hope you guys are going to read this post, I have bunch of amazing songs listed at the end of the story. Or at least you will listen to the songs that I listed and able to reflect. I’ll comeback with a lot of hip hop songs review tomorrow.
Hii guys I want to say that a lot of my post are related to music, and athletes lately, its because they are really inspired me a lot in the last 2 weeks. If you’re asking me, why I wrote a lot of personal thing, its because I want to let other people know that got the similar issues will find a hope with their life as well. I want to say to those people because we’re not alone. And I also want to share about, our life is not a mistakes, and there’s no mistakes by God !For it is written
Deuteronomy 31:8 ESV
It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
I have to say that I’m a subpar student in the university, but I’m thankful for my parents aren’t demanding. Firstly the reason is that I easily got panicked. If you want to read about what happened during the exam, its written on my personal tag. Anyhow I’ve been moaning a lot, criticised by others a lot, being failed at university, for my Interior Design Studio 2, and move to another major (International Business), being mean to my dad a lot. My family isn’t as pretty as what people thought, my mum however is the strongest woman that I know, she guides me to read a bible, I used to have daily devotion, but now its not really 🙂 🙂 When I was young my grandma said I don’t look Chinese enough, and people telling me that my skin is dark. People asking me if I’m from Philippines, Malaysia, or Thailand or I’m part of their ethnicity. It makes me feel bad, and different, but I try to accept it and just look at the brighter way, I’m exotic 🙂
There’s a song bye Whittaker featuring Tyler Joseph from twenty one pilots, they may not look like a good person, because Tyler is covered by Tattoos, but I think God is really look deep inside to their heart. From that moment, I learned that I need to accept differences, because God loves other people as well. 🙂 ❤ I’ve been criticised towards the things that I love or collect. People labelling me weird, and strange, and I don’t have much confidence, I’ve a RBF AKA Resting Bitch Face, people thought I’m arrogant, and there you go 🙂 but I’m not. But again I found bunch of other people’s stories through God.
I may look different, my hobby, my music, people asking me why I love hip hop music, but the thing its not about the hip hop itself, but its about how brave you’re to share your experience through your lyrics. For example like Kendrick Lamar that sharing he is nothing without God, infront of his fans, Neymar that wore 100% Jesus on his head. This people are messed up once, and I also messed up, but we’re all humans, and we made mistakes, all the time until our job is done in this world. GOD ALSO TELLING YOU TO COME IN A SPECIAL WAY ! AND ITS NOT PREDICTABLE AND FUNNY ❤ for me its come through Kendrick Lamar, BewhY, Memphis Depay, Daniel Sturridge, Neymar, Dele Alli, Raheem Sterling and Lucas Moura. Funny right ?
Sometimes its there but you don’t really know, that the help is there right infront of you. I think people are sometimes to judgemental when it talks about spreading the word of God. They tend to look at the physical appearance, the way the dressed, or said. Sometimes it could be just a random post, and you don’t know the impact.
Psalm 23:4 New International Version (NIV)
4 Even though I walk through the darkest valley,[a]I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
At first when I knew what my dad did, I asked God why its happening to me, but then I look there’re people whose family are just more messed up, and its not a messed up plan anymore to me. Why ? because I could share how I defeat my depression, I beat it through those people’s post, and when I saw it I open my YouVersion Bible App, luckily I have my other fellowship member as well, and my mum. And its okay to be not okay, it means we’re human.
At the end of the day, we’re all specials, and nothing wrong with it. Sometimes we didn’t realised, or sensitive enough that our words are so powerful, and it could affect other people. For example calling other people weird, just because I’m a girl, and I love hip hop, football, and mechanical watch, it doesn’t makes me as a half girl-half boy, or it doesn’t change my personality. And you’re okay, anyways we’re all different, and God loves us accordingly no matter what race you are 🙂 God Bless You