+goodbye, grandma+

Next to my neighbour back in Indonesia, there is this little cafetaria if I could say that, and the grandma that lived there used to take care of my food when my parents are not around. She’s not giving me money, but most of the time she gave her best to us, I really love her Nasi Kuning, and Lontong, a few days ago my mum told me she died because of heart attack. I couldn’t believe it because last January will always be my last time meeting her. I really want to say thank you for the little small things that she gave me, when my own grandma sometimes picking sides on her grandchildren.

Thank you for callin’ me, been thinkin’ about you
It’s all good, I love you grandma

Tell the world I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
And they’ve forgiven my mistakes

Well she’s coming home now, and I think its the best way, there are so many evil things going on in this world, and sometimes I don’t think I could finish my job here in world perfectly. I’ve been dealing with my own “demons” and there are times I couldn’t fight them anymore. People though I supposed not to be depressed on my current position, but I don’t why its really coming to my head. I really lucky to know Oma Siem, I love her, and her kindness, and she’s always thankful whatever she had, and she puts her make up on everyday. She was so pretty on the photo my mum sent me, and I think she did an amazing job, as an Oma, and Mother, and being such an amazing Cook. I don’t think its our last goodbye, we surely will meet again one day I love you Oma Siem…

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