Hii guys so just to let you know, I pass all my exams, as for now…but I’m not sure with my financial markets. Its just not my forte, the thing with exams I’m really wasn’t good at multiple choice, so I could say I’m a liar, a bad liar..moving on, because I’m not really comfortable with it I just want to share what inside my thoughts. Actually I’m the same with my dad, a liar. But I promise myself starting this semester, that I’m going to give my best.

If you asking me, if I do feel guilty ? definitely 100000000% I felt so guilty, because the one that I lied to is my own mum. The thing that I want to say, in the last couple weeks the drama was just a little too much, I feel like I’m a coward this time because I couldn’t tell the truth, part of me is really struggling at few times in the last couple of years. I just tell myself that I should never repeat a class. For the record my mum isn’t the type that a pushy mum, where she expect something that’s really high from her kids, but even though I learned so hard, some part of me just letting my other self down at the same time. If you asking me why ? Firstly I don’t want to be a burden to my parents like my uncles, and my aunt. I’m not going to blame my dad for this time, its really me that I could not deal with my own problems, I’m just trying to get away with it, but I’m just acting that I’m strong.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.