A Moment

Hii guys, I want to share my experience in the couple days. Today is my dad’s birthday, but we just had an argument that I think will never be solved. One thing in my mind, its hard to say “happy birthday, dad” God still loves me, He gave me songs. Please hold on, you can find NF, FLAME, Social Club Misfits.


2 Corinthians 4:8-9

“We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed.”

Brothers and sisters, we’re still living in the world, trouble will always searching upon us. If you asked me, is that okay to say I’m not okay ? Definitely, you need to share what your burdens are, as sisters and brothers we need to help each others through prayers. Also when I’m stress, my tips are don’t look up to the “world”, having drugs, parties all night long are not going to heal you up.

For me I look up to writing, drawing, music, something that you can express well with your positivities. There are songs, from artists like FLAME, NF, Social Club Misfits that contained bible verses, to help you look for verses that will helps your daily problems.






Start Over-

There is a line Don’t let your heart be troubled Don’t be afraid that directly quoted from the verse Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. – John 14:27. There is the next lines are talking that God has a greater plans for each of us, Jesus is there for the sick, the weak, and remove the chains (our burdens). Right now I feel the heavy burden, I don’t want to be rude with my dad, I hit him few times few days ago, because I was insane, I regret everything that I did, because I try to be strong, I didn’t let God to help me pass through my problems. You can see the line “Come to me, all who are weary; with heavy burdens, I’ll give you rest” is from the bible verse Matthew 11:28 which says:

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.







I never learned from my mistakes that actually even though I have no one to talk to, I have God, We spoke about things only God would hear because at the end of the day we’re all still human, nothing will do if we just trust ourselves. Sometimes we can’t really understand the reason why we’re here on earth, on the line We all fall short is just you and God what we need to do is listening to God’s voice for us to understand why, we’re here, because He always ready to talk to us, at anytime.

 Revelation 3:20 

Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me



Dead Come Alive-

“I felt alone in the world on my own then You came to me Hope flowing through my vein.” that’s the first line on the song. These days I’m losing hope, but maybe is because I haven’t really talk to God for a long time, the next line is “Lord You’re so good” taking from Psalm 86 :5 “You, Lord, are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call to you.”

The next is the rapping part where Cause this enemy is too much for me And this flesh and world is triple teaming me It seems to be the very end I scream please oh please pass this cup from me! I think its really relatable to me, I feel like the cup is just way to painful for me, please pass this cup from me, is taken from the prayer on the Gethsemane,“My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.” -Matthew 36:39. At the end of the day is only God that will able to help you out, not yourself, not your friend. If you asking me did I regret I hit my dad ? definitely since, after all I may be not be a blessings for others because I didn’t spread the love instead of hate.

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